Starbucks Confession.

Confession:
I like starbucks for many reasons.
However, the main reason is because they write my name on my cup and it makes me feel REAL special.
Plus, they put a heart to dot my "i".

Ridiculous. Cliche. Annoying.

Yet, I love it.

Birthday Pictures.

I was all about posting my birthday pictures on my blog.
But, there is over 100 and that's WAY too many.

Instead, click here.
...and don't judge me. It was my birthday.

Follwing the Leader.

Eeeeek!

New followers, Cody and Paige.
Welcome.
:)

400 and 23.

POST NUMBER 400!

Birthday was a blast.
...and tequila makes me do weird things.

Like this:

More embarrassing pictures to come.

HB, Me.

I turn 23 in 10 minutes.
HOOORAY.

Thanks for having me, Mom.

I really appreciate the life you and Dad gave me.

Happy Birthday, Me.

Epiphany.

Today is one of those days where I just want to write but I'm nervous because I never know who is reading my blog, or what they will think.

I just had an epiphany:
It amazes me to look back on my past, and remember a time when I thought I was completely happy. I thought I had it all. I thought I had everything I needed. But then I compare it to the place I'm in now, my current situation, and it seems so ridiculous that that ever made me happy.

This can be related to two things.
A) Sean.
B) Sam.

Both things seemed so great and so perfect for me.

Both things made me smile and both things made me happy.

Now, both things seem completely opposite of what I truly want.

Maybe GOOD things fall A PA R T
so BETTER things can fall T O G E T H E R.

Before I get mean angry hate comments:

A) Sean is a great guy. From what I read, he is really great to Chloe and she is very happy with him. They are absolutely perfect for each other, and I'm glad that he and I fell apart so she and him could fall together.

B) Sam has always been Sam. She always will be Sam. She will never change for anyone, and that's a really great quality. One of my favorites about her. However, lately she's made me more sad than she has happy. She has brought me down more than she has lifted me up. She has hurt my feelings more than she's made me smile. And that's not the sort of friend I need.

Quad: 1. Callie: 0.

Bahhhh.

Snowboarding for 5 hours.

Running 2.0 miles.

and a double header softball.

ALL in 24 HOURS.

My little leg got pissed.

Decided to pull a muscle.

You win, quad.

You win.

Boarding Therapy.

Remember when I was grumpy?
Having a terrible-horrible-no-good-very-bad-day?

Turned into a whole week.

Lasted forever and ever and ever.

Until yesterday.
I went to Powder Mountain by myself.
Spent the entire day doing as I pleased.
No cell phone. No iPod. No nothing.
Just me and snow and sun.

Felt A M A Z I N G.

I feel so refreshed.

Bruce came up later, ran a couple runs with me.
Then he broke his wrist.
That was pretty shitty.
Yet, still a real great day.

Now I ask you, reader:
Why have I spent 22 years of my life never snowboarding before?

Why has no one told me how great it is?

---except Josh #3.

Double Header.

New Header.
I have mixed emotions about it.

P.S. WHY do I have little bags under my eyes when I smile?
Annoying.

Brett.

Hi Brett.
Thanks for reading.
:)

FYI.

You have 2 days to get me a present.
...just saying.

Shame on Me.

You put up a wall that's too hard to climb,
I'd try for a ladder but don't have the time.
Time is essential, and I have to work fast,
The progress I'm making, I fear, won't last.
Each piece that falls from the wall that you built,
is put back in place by fear and guilt.
You fear your family, your friends, your church,
instead of opening your mind and allowing your heart to search.
You shut down your emotion and I can't get in,
You make it impossible for either of us to win.
I want to continue to climb and I want to try,
But I learn from my past, it's easier to lie.
So I hide my feelings and tell you it's okay,
I wish you the best and I send you on your way.
Rebuild your wall and I'll let you be,
For fool me twice, and it's shame on me.

Words of Wisdom.

"I like acoustic because of the way it makes me feel.
It's like yoga, for my heart."

-Callie Ann.

Sleepy Head.

Took a 6 hour nap today.
Delish.

"...I took like a hundred hour nap today."
"That's a coma. Say you took a small coma and I'll believe you."

[Name that line.]

Embarrasing Moments.

Going through my iTunes and
cleaning things up for my new fancy iPod.

Found a genre in my
collection called "children's music".

Embarrassing.

Yet, not embarrassing enough to delete.

Hilary Duff, you can stay.

I'll delete you when I turn 25.

...maybe.